is it love? Confused. SUGGESTIONS PLEASE?

He means the world to you.
He makes you very happy.
You always want him around.
He is the most important person in your life.
You can do anything for him.
He is the only one who can make you cry and even laugh the loudest.
You don’t want him to have a serious girlfriend.
You want him around all the time and want to talk to him all day.

BUTTTTTT…………………

You don’t want to be physical with him.
You feel weird when he holds your hand.
You don’t care if he sleeps with anyone unless he’s serious for her.
You don’t care if he has casual hook ups, in fact, encourage him for them.

So. WHAT IS THIS???

-Blair<3