So I started writing this story……

Hello peeps:*
I wrote this and i want your reviews 🙂

Angel Bass
I was late for school. Againnn..! And my mom was pissed because i missed my bus..Again! This was the 5th time this week. I agree that the first two times were my fault, but after that, i kinda sort of was missing it on purpose.
It pissed my best friend, Duke, but well, everything cannot Go according to him, no matter how much he tries to convince people about it. I picked up my bag and tapped my foot,desperately waiting it to be 7:30 am. I had to just sit for another 5 mins to make sure that I’d be late again, so i could see *HIM*.
I heard my mom shout, ” Angelllll, hurry up, you’ll miss your bus againnn, n this time, you will have to bike, I’m not driving you! “
I signed, ” comingggg”
I got up, quickly checked myself out in the mirror and walked down.
My mom, ” Angellll”
She saw me coming and continued in a lower tone,
” here are your keys, you missed your bus and I’m not driving so go, bike away”
I grabbed the keys and mumbled a barely audible okay.
I grabbed my ipod and started biking towards school. I started thinking back to the first day i saw HIM…
i was late for schol and i was so sure that Miss Rachael was going to kill me, not literally but humiliate me? She would not miss it! what in the world did this woman have against me, probably it had something to do with me being duke’s best friend and duke being duke. Well, duke was that kinda guy, all teachers hated him, most students loved him. In short he was the trouble maker sort but he was fun to be with. Being his friend though had most teachers hate me too, especially miss rachel. I snapped out of my thoughts, switching off my ipod , running up the stairs, multi-tasking, and i banned into a wall. I started falling back but then steel fingers grabbed my arm and i felt a sudden jolt, like the good one. Confused i looked up, and saw the most beautiful green eyes ever. His hair were all messed up, and looked like sea waves, well, if waves were black. His face looked concerned. I decided on the spot, this is the most handsome guy i’d seen..ever.!
The green eyed guy asked me, “you okay? You look a little pale.”
I realized then that i was holding my breathe and took a deep one, ” yeah! I was just, not looking i’m late and ohh shit! I’m late im dead miss rachel oh shit shit shit.!!”
The sea waves guy looked amused by my reaction and freed my arm, he put his hand forward and said, ” hey,im damon i know you are late but, my place, after school …”
He smirked the “i know im so hot that you have to give me what i want” smirk.
I looked at his hand and then his face. I couldnt believe this guy! I jus met him 10 seconds ago and he already thinks im gonna sleep with him? Oh gawd! What an asshole! I hate suchh guys!! Urghh! I ignored his hand, made a face and ran towards class. I felt dissapointed, knowing that i couldnt expect anything else! Those looks, damn eyes and you get used to girls being all over yourself. Uhh..pity.! My thoughts turned to terror when i saw miss Rachel already teaching. I opened the door and started walking inside.
” Ahh so if its not Miss Bass delighting us by showing up”
I turned half red, looked at my empty seat, next to duke of course, and started ” miss rach.”
Miss rachel cut me off, “get out and stay there for the rest of the class.”

I turned and stopped in my track. At the door stood DAMON, n he was smiling at me. He probably heard everything. I made a face at him and started walking to get out asap. As i reached the door, plotting miss rachel’s murder, damon came forward and stopped me. He turned to miss rachel and
Said calmly, ” miss rachel im a new student here, damon mcflurry, and Angel was helping me”
I was surprised to see this guy defend me, i looked at miss rachel hopefully and to my greatest shock, she smiled at him. Ive never ever seen her smile before.
Miss rachel said, in her sweetest voice, ” ohh okay, damon, why dont you come forward and tell us about yourself? And Angel, go sit.”
She didnt even look at me, but with damon’s green eyes, i dont even blame her.
I turned and started walking towards duke, when damon whispered in my ear, ” you owe me one, kittten”
I was both excited and annoyed at him, not because he saved me, that i was thankful for, but because of his over confident i know it all smirk and the comment earlier.
I tried to ignore what just happened and pay attention to miss rachel. I had a theory about her. Actually i ha a theory about everyone. I felt that miss rachel cared for me in her own way. She was rude to me only because she didnt like the company i hanged in, but that wasnt her decision to make now, was it? And duke, well, me n duke had been friends for a year now, when he transferred here from LA. We kicked it of from the first time, despite him being the kinda guys i hate, you know all those flirts and all? He was all those one night stands and purely physical kinda guy. Initially, he tried to hit on me, but i made it totally clear that im just not that kinda girl and i think he respects that about me. But the way he treats other girl, well, that disgusts me. Totally. Thats the reason i ran away and was so pissed at this “damon” guy. Because im just not that kind of girl.

DAMON…hmmm im not even sure whats hotter, his name or him. Gawd, i used to think duke is d hottest guy i know with blue eyes and brown hair, but that just changed like, 15 minutes ago, when i saw damon…DAMON, bloody shallow, one minded hawt psycho, annoyingly over confident ass…i hate guys with so much confidence, it makes me want destroy that superiority thing they have around them.

As i was lost in my thoughts, i heard the bell ring and class was over. I looked around with shielded eyes, to look for damon, not because i liked him or something, i was just curious about what he was doing. And to my utter surprise..NOT, he was surrounded by girls from all sides, and laughing at something he said, stood kate.

Gawd i hated kate, okay, maybe not hate, but i definitely didnt like her. She was one of those who’d do anything to get your attention. She would literally throw herself on guys, with no dignity, none at all. I still remember how she acted around duke, but somehow, seeing her with damon n him smiling back at her made me hate her.. Yes hate this time. I was so disgusted that i just walked out the door, not caring if duke followed.
But what i over heard was pretty shocking,
” so after school at my house, im throwing a party..” that was damon’s voice, i was sure because it made my heart skip a beat, n his was d only one that did this to me. Yet.
I literlyy ran out of the class, embarassed now, realizing that he only meant to ask me to a party. Okay, now he probably thinks im a weird bitch :/

but then whhy did he save me earlier? Probably to show his superiority. Sigh, i shook my head. I jus have to not think about it. I need to concentrate on my studies because this was my last year and i was supposed to be scoring good to get into a nice college. i walked to my locker, to take my books and get ready for the next class.

As i started opening it, i heard damon’s deep voice
” hey there kitten! Where’d you go?”
I turned, annoyed by my heart’s reaction to this guy,

” kitten?”

i wanted to do that one eybrow lift but i couldnt do it, but i successfully made a sarcastic face.
Damon smiled, no smirked like he smirks n said,

” well, yeahh, your eyes remind me of a kitten and your expression when you smile, actually the whole of you reminds me of a cat, so yes kitten”
I didnt even know if that was a compliment.
I looked in his smiling eyes and said,

” well, we just met an hour ago and you thought so much about me and my eyes?”
If possible, damon’s smile grew even wider as he leaned forward and whispered,

” well, these were my thoughts when i saw you for the first time, and for the record, most of my one hour was spent thinking about you.”
my heart skipped a beat again. This stupid thing should probably stop bothering to beat in his presence, i quickly composed my face, not wanting to give him the satisfaction of knowing that he surprised me,
I rolled my eyes, trying to look bored n said,

” well, too bad you had nothing better to do.”
If possible, he leaned in a bit more, his nose almost touching mine, and i stopped breathing.

I should not do that to in his prensence, breathe you know, because i anyways dont breathe half the time when he’s around.
He looked me in the eyes and said,

” ohh its the best i have to do”
I was thinking hard, to form a good response when i heard a loud and irritated voice from behind,

” you mind moving dude, and getting yourself off my locker?”

Damon abruptly moved away and walked off, winking at me.
I turned then, finally taking a long deep breathe to look at duke staring at me disapprovingly. He seemed pissed.
” what happened?” i asked him
” stay away from him, he looks like trouble.”
I was kinda annoyed, ready to point out that thats what people said about duke, but i decided against it.
Instead, i smiled at him and said

” yeah i know, and anyways, he’s not my type.
He looked at me, still frowning and said with something close to jealousy,

” i just know his kinds, so just, stay away, like as away as you can, and if be bothers you, i wont mind beating the shit out of him”

thats it for now ;;)
-Blair<3

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Heart-Broken </3

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Hello peeps:*
No matter how many times I read this one, I feel the pain as if it happened yesterday. No more to say, here it goes :

 

Art
You don’t care, then why do I do?
Like it effects me, did it ever effect you too?

Does it matter to you at all?
Do you know how bad was my fall?
Do you know what you did to me?

once I was so free,
Strong like steel-unbreakable.
How did you make me so brittle?

But that’s okay I guess,
You were fake and I got into a mess.
I believed you and hurt myself
But no one matters to you other than yourself.

But I don’t get why did you lie,
You know how everyday inside I die.

Why did you pretend?
Was this how you planned it to end?

Me, unbreakable broke into a million part
Bcoz I forgot this is what you do, hurt people, this is your art. 🙂

-Blair<3

Fairytales do come true!!!….Well, at least in this poem :p

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Hello peeps:*
So here is one of my good happy poems ;;) I wish my life was like this poem..*dreaming* 
Here it goes:

 

I never believed in fairytales,
I never knew that boat sails.
I always thought happy endings don’t exist
No one, nothings worth the risk.

But then I met you,
You taught me what love can do,
You made me believe in happy endings
N that love needs no mending.

You blew me away like the wind
I felt like a butterfly, with musical wings.
Life felt good, everything was pretty
I felt so much love, like a little kitty.

You taught me that I can depend,
That there was true love, no pretend.
You treated me like a princess,
N never let me in distress.

You were always there,
Whenever I needed you here.
You made me believe in soulmates
Those rom-coms, now, I could relate.

You showed me love, n so much care,
Imagining a second without you, I couldn’t dare.
You taught me what true love meant,
I could do anything for your smile, without resent.

But then came, that huge fight
I thought I lost u, I lost my light.
I felt you’d leave me now,
N I couldn’t imagine living somehow.

But you took my hand n told me,
That no fight, could break us, coz we’re meant to be.
You told me that whatever came through any hurdle,
Nothing matters, coz I love you, n thats the truth.

That is when I realized,
that fairytales do exist, n you’re my prince.
N this is not possible, I’m sure,
But somehow,I love you even more than before.<3

 

-Blair<3

One of my Poems.

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Hello peeps:*
So this is the poem closest to my heart. Its my story of *Our Past* Basically, my friend and I, we went through the same stuff, when she came over for the Summer, 2012. I wrote this so that anytime either of us got weak, we’d read and stay strong.

Wrote it during *my great depression*
Not much to say. here it goes:

Our story
Summer of 2.0.1.2
Let me tell you a story sadly true
There were 2 friends,
2 people hated pretends.They met after a long time,
Together, they were partners in crime
Highest of egos, smartest of all
Never ever, they imagined they could fall.

Then they came across two players,
They tricked the girls with truth n dares
They said they loved, said they cared
But watever they said, only lies declared.

They melted the girls with witty ways
Without them, the girl couldn’t imagine a day.
they were tricked, they were cheated
They didn’t even like the way they were treated.

The girls, smart but dumb wen it came to these jerks
Unconsciously, did wat they asked, like clerks
They had a gut feeling,
that something’s wrong with what they are dealing.

But they were blinded by love n care n all the  fake
That the right decisions, they couldn’t make.

They got pulled in again n again
By these dirty, asshole, worthless men.As it had to happen, in August
The dogs broke the girls’ trust.
They were heartbroken, hurt, the pain would just grow..n grow..
But what they went through,the ego, won’t let them show.

In a way, the ego saved them, pretending nothing happened
Hiding the pain, they tried to blend.
No matter how they would break down at night n cry,
they were big girls, so they faked a smile wry.

With a lot of self criticize,
they realized,
they were so blind, all “they” did seemed like a crime,
Wondering, “Were we drunk the whole time?”

And as Stronger they became,
Everything, every emotion now seemed lame.
They blamed it all on themselves,
“How couldn’t we be smart enough ourselves?”

Seeing those creeps, even saying their names, Felt like an abuse
So together on new years, they made a truce,
” No more crying, no more caring”
No more weeping, no more talking , no more sharing”

Sure those mfs would try to come back to trap,
Bt this time, we won’t fall for their crap.
They felt prouder than ever, necks up high,
They wod never ever now cry.

They would move on from this bullshit,
All the songs, nothing mattered, not a bit.
N they were fine, they enjoyed life,
Carried on d drive.

But sometimes, alone at night,
When dere was no light,
From their eyes, A little tear would glint
Wishing, hoping, that everything was different.

-Blair<3

5 Things I do when I’m bored!! :D

Hello peeps:*
Here is a list of things I do when bored :
1. Bake
I loveeee baking! chocolate is the best thing ever! if any of you ever want any recipes or something, just ask for it

2. Read
i read a lot. like A LOT. I can read like 2 whole books in a day 😉

3. Write
yes! i write. I plan to publish a novel someday! i started writing one although if you guys want, i can post a chapter or two here, and you can give me your reviews?
and poetry….i have written some pretty depressing stuff! Will surely be my next post!

4.Watch T.V.
I think i follow almost every god damn series ever made, from Gossip Girl to The Vampire Diaries to The Originals to TBBT to Modern Family! name it and i watch it :p

5. TALK!!
I can talk all the time. Give me anyone and i can go on and on and on. I just love talking, hence, *notbragging* I’m a problem solver ;;)

-Blair<3

A little about ME :)

Hello there peeps,

My name is Blair and this is my first post on my blog, Blairihaveanswers. So basically, here you can post any pro blame you have and i shall try my best to give you solutions and also I am a baker so i shall post awesome recipes *chocolate lover*
I love reading so i will also post reviews of some of the books I read.
I’ll talk about TV shows, movies and stories about myself!
Basically, anything you want, I AM HERE FOR YOU 🙂
-Blair<3